The bridge (Episode that couldn't make it to the previous chapter)

This episode is to make up for some of the stories that couldn't make up the previous chapter and episode, God bless you as you journey with me on this.


I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy was expressed through my life looking back at what I have done and what I am still struggling with, I don't deserve God, most times i ask myself a question of why do you love me this much, what did i do to deserve this love of yours ?. A lady/man could have said I love you because of your height, your eyes, your smile, your sense of humour or how smart you're but that is not of God then Why will He love me this much, you have to be me to understand what I really mean..


I remember a time when I was still involved in scam at the same time I was desirous of God I wanted to serve God with the money I was making from fraud, this particular year it was the juvenile (Children) harvest I paid the levy that wasn't even issued to me because I wanted God to know I really want to serve Him the best way I can, but God has a different plan that year i was the preacher you can't imagine how I felt when I was told I was the word minister, I read the scripture all through the night just to be fully prepared for the task ahead of me, I jot down some points based on the bible lesson for that day, it wasn't an easy  assignment i have never done such a thing and yet i gave all my time to it cause i wanted to give the best.


This was my first time preaching before an audience, if I was told a few months to that time that I was going to preach the word of God I would never believe I would feel the person is insane but there i was teaching and preaching, there is a but, while I was preaching 50% of what I was preaching was pointing at me I wanted to avoid some but I couldn't, I was pained cause everything i was preaching about i came short of them, i never knew i was still going to preach with much authentication Glory to the Most High God.


Even as a deep sinner I had encounters that are so supernatural I remember a day, I was home at "Elepe" I just wanted to praise God and a light shone on me this light is not like the natural light though it was so scary i had to open my eyes to check out my surroundings if i am saved; I was, it was just the devil playing tricks on me, I noticed one of the scheme of the devil he would always want you to feel less, unworthy and a sinner all this qualities are his and not yours, i felt something different that day i knew it wasn't hallucination it was deep that I couldn't comprehend the feeling, it was during this season I started reading the Book of Revelation with the bible I found at 'TARKWA BAY" The Book of revelation without spiritual interpretation is very deep less alone when you receive meaning to it you might go crazy in the early stage.


Recently I started seeing why I had pass through what I went through, everything was part of God's plans I had to go through every single stage for a particular stage and this particular stage is also for another particular stage, during my teen a period when juvenile (children) harvest was observed I was told I was to interpret the sermoner in Yoruba language, what i have never done before and no one taught me how to go about it, unfortunately for me that day in the morning my mum told me to go fix my hair and she said i should tell the barber(Hairstylist) i want Skin i thought it was an hairstyle with swag i never knew all my hairs would be off, I was really angry with my mum and I also had to interpret.



I was in a state of dilemma not sure of what to do, the worse of this is I am a very shy person, I did interpret to my best but I wasn't looking at the audience I faced the ground all through, Today I am also interpreting sermons to the Glory of God but I still face the ground. But all this things didn't come cheap severally I have been told to seat down, cause I wasn't doing it rightly in front of thousands but online and on land, sometimes I would freeze up, but today I am getting better and not where I use to be.


God is intentional about your life, There is a plan trust the Process!...



Comments

  1. AnonymousJanuary 13, 2025 at 3:18 AM

    May God's steadfast love continue to strengthen you till the day you'll meet your Lord Jesus.
    Keep interceding for lost souls especially teens and young adults too. God bless you, Sir

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 13, 2025 at 12:50 PM

    This is so beautiful to read. Keep it up, brother Samuel

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  3. AnonymousJanuary 13, 2025 at 1:42 PM

    God bless brother typing from oversea

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