Chapter 2 (my salvation story episode 1)
But I can't tell even unto this day, I haven't been able to raffle it all out but I know there is more, while I was in the bus waiting for other passengers I heard someone's thoughts saying I hope he doesn't die of this wrong association called friends he keeps in (Yoruba dialect), Dominic was there seeking for me he was interrogating me base on my actions I told him I am fine I just have to leave, while in the bus thinking of what is next to do, I saw a prophet walking by the roadside, he wasn't well dressed he also looked wretched then I heard a voice from within saying to me is this what you what to become ?!
I rebuked it and said to myself I am going to be great, while I was about to hit Lagos I had battles in my mind which is based on the church I would love to serve in, I chose CCC ahead of Christ Embassy, I went from ijebu to lagos island, while I was in the Brt bus that same voice came to me again referencing the man beside me, just follow this man home and be this maid but then I rebuked that thought once again. when I got to CMS I took a bus to SEME I intended to get into Benin Republic but then I didn't have a password and I couldn't communicate in my local language I got to SEME very late that night, and I told a bike man to help me to a closest CCC church when I got there I explained myself they allowed me to sleep over that night but I couldn't sleep i was reminiscing on what had happened.
When I explained what happened to me, a prophet from that church gave me spiritual tasks to do which I did, I met an elderly woman in that church she has a grandson that I love dearly I taught him a couple of times not knowing I was going to be a teacher, I was there for a while (A week precisely), I was told they need to speak with my parents and at that time I didn't want to because I felt all that I knew from the beginning was all a lie but then they spoke to my Dad. While I was there my mind was reformed, I joined some youth in observing bible study we talked about the church, and the mandate all this interested me and my hunger to know more set in at this time I examined all of my past life and things I did, I felt bad at myself then a new voice from within told me things that I will do one of which He said was you're going to be Teacher (in Truth).
I kept reading and studying the Holy scripture, I left SEME on my way to Lagos Ketu precisely while I was going I heard a voice saying to me I have better plans for you. There are some of those plans I won't be able to share just yet but you must see for yourself, when I got to Ketu I tried all I could for me not to be noticed by anyone, that same day I left for Ogijo After I had packed my stuff to my big sister's place she knew something had changed she questioned to know, (big sister:- your friends kept calling me to know about your whereabouts, what should I tell them? My reply:- tell them I am not with you and you don't know my whereabouts. She asked again are you guys fighting? I said I just don't need a friend now. We are good am just on my own.
We still live in Ketu, and I don't want to have anything to do with that place again, I just despised a lot of things, anything that could or might take me back to what I used to be I don't want to have anything to do with it. But then the struggle never stopped My Mind Changed but My body remained the same it was a battle, I was always battling against the desires of my flesh and for this reason, I kept, asking God for a woman I could call my own, that wasn't all i started having sexual dreams and no matter how I fast and pray nothing never seem to change but I didn't allow this affect me.
We then got a new apartment at odogunyan because for a while, I hadn't been going to church and I wasn't feeling cool about it I just wanted to serve God and at Ogijo I couldn't locate a church of mine, but then when we move to odogunyan I saw one church not too far from home so I thought I would attend their seeker service (On a Wednesday) stepping out that morning I saw a brother on garment going a different route and I heard from within ask him where he is going and follow, I asked him i guess you're going for the seeker service this morning, he said yes I am. Do you mind if I accompany you, he said no problem and we went.
It's truly a revelation
ReplyDeleteGod reveal himself because he is the beginning and the end.
God is Great.